Currently Listening I Miss My Friend By Darryl Worley see related

LIFE

throughout your life you always have that one friend that you've done and experienced everything with. from jr high dances, to boyfriends, drama, and highschoool. that one friend that you have about a zilllionn inside jokes with, the person whose in the most pictures with youu and that one person you consider closer than just a friend..... you consider them family.

i kinda feel stupid for writing or crying over this but its something personal and deeeper than just a general friendship.

me and my best friend, have recently beeen distant from each other. and its kinda hard to deal with. all of a sudden its like shes out of the picture, and when people ask.."where is so&so" i dont even know what to say. i mean yeah i have other friends, but its diffrent. im trying to make an effort to keep close contact even though it seems like she doesnt really want to. maybe this will take time or something. i dunnno.. but my senior year i really dont want it to be like this betweeen us. i dont want our future plans going down the drain, or being forgot about. the one person i told everything i feel like i cant anymore. so i have to write it down. i feel like i lost someone in my family. Maybe there are just stages in life you go through. sure some of us dont get along with each others friends, but that never stopped us before, and i dont know why it is now. if that is even the case.

Maybe im thinking too much.
yeah.. thats it.

spring break.

time for an update:

alright..so this spring break hasnt been that great, but i guess it wasnt too bad. I went shopping alot. Me Janie Bre and Tara all went to Harwin St. and it was soo much fun :) i love those girls. Janie and I got matching LV's! yay for new purses. And we also got new Chanel earrings which is great cause im big on the bling.

My parents went out of town for the week and left me here all by myself cause I had to work. I was too scared to stay home alone by myself so I went to Janies. Thursday was Breanna's birthday so we all went to Rio Ritas. The following night Janie Emily and I were supposed to go to the Tooth and Nail Tour: Emery and Anberlin Concert. woaaah buddy. But we got in trouble, so our parents decided to punish us from going. GAH! So instead of going to the concert we [tara bre janie me] were all at Janies "CRIB" haha. We rented the Exorcism of Emily Rose. OMGOODNESSS. It was soo scary! Some parts were funny, like when she was bangin' herself against the wall. Ready!!! OK!!! haha. Janie!

Tonight I went to see "Shes the Man" It was sooo cute. Me Janie Javier and Jeremy went. Ahh I love that guy in there, whoever he is. haha but yeah.
Spring Break 06' sucked.
big time.

wow. I wrote alot. Comments por fa vor! :)
Ciao.
-Kristin

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omgaaaah.

so im just gonna type this cause no one reads these things anyway. haha

me and him broke up. its been almost a week i guesss. it seems like everytime i have somethign good going it always gets messed up or soemthing. at the time when he broke up with me i was thinkin the same thing he was saying. i dont want a relationship right now. blah blah blah. but im seriously having second thoughts. i really do want one. and i want to be back with him..alot. im just scared to. i was scared on how much i was starting to like him. but now i realize that you cant help who your attracted to or why you like them. even though it doesnt make sense, not many things do. anyways. valentines day is in one day. no valentine this year. at least not the one i want it to be. ive never had a boyfriend on v-day. i guess its a tradition i couldnt miss this year.

mmk. soo this weekend was pretty fun :)

Friday-schoool. then janie came home with mee. me breee janie and tara all went and hung out with the crewww. it was funn. and i got to see him. that made the night even bettter
Saturday-came home. sleept. went with breanna. work. hung out with him. watched the OC. cause I missed it thursday. but he taped it for me. ahww
Sunday-Church. sleep. SUPPPA BOWL PARTAAAY with those 412 kidsss. i misss that girl denise this morningg.

it was more exciting than it sounds. i promise. haha. anyways right now im sittin here listening to South. i love them. there not a popular band but there really good. yesterday i got a letter in the mail saying i have to go to court for my wreck. i didnt pay my ticket. i was supposed to but i didnt know i had a deadline or anything. now i have to pay court fines and all that. gaaaaah.  im broke :(.  I need some more hours. better yet, i need a new job. anybody wanna donate to the kristin court fund? haa. no really.

i have butterflys in my stomach.
i dont know why.
night.